Never Know

I can still remember
The weight of our love
Your hands made me shiver
Heavier than ever than before
I was running from surrender
Now I see I was a weight and more
Tell me why’re in there
Tell me how to wake you up
Searching for pieces to make me whole again
My body’s screaming I’m on my own
I keep on asking questions
I leaned in but you’re still resting
I can keep on guessing on my own
But I will never know
I can not believe what I lost but I know it’s over
I can not believe that you’re gone but I know it’s over
I can not believe what I lost but I know it’s over
I can not believe that you’re gone but I know it’s over
True that’s full of silence
And it’s quiet outside
I’ll lose if i fight it
On my knees can only find you in the sky
I was running from surrender
Now I see I was a weight and more
Tell me why you went there
Tell me how to wake you up
Searching for pieces to make me whole again
My body’s screaming I’m on my own
I keep on asking questions
I leaned in but you’re still resting
I can keep on guessing on my own
But I will never know
I can not believe what I lost but I know it’s over
I can not believe that you’re gone but I know it’s over
I can not believe what I lost but I know it’s over
I can not believe that you’re gone but I know it’s over
But I will never know