Bigger Than I Am

I want to love bigger than I am
I want a hope bigger than I am
And I wanted to leave you bigger than I am
I wish I could lie to you
Just to put your mind at ease
I wish I could tell you the truth
With softer words than these
And I wish I could lay here forever
'til I understand
Bigger than I am
I’m sorry, I just think my nature
Was set in motion in the beginning of time
Like wave that starts
Somewhere in the middle of the ocean
And I stand where it breaks over me
With the strength of 12,000 years
Bigger than I am
Well you broke through the ice
And now you’re trying to figure out why its so cold here
Knowing where I ought to be, that does not make me there
But I am on my way. I want to love for love sake
But I just started walking
Bigger than I am
And I’m not gonna stay here and act like I’m fine
I’m sorry I needed your love to learn about mine
I’m sorry if I blamed you. I know you’re doing what you can
But all of this is bigger, this is bigger than I am
I am sorry, I just think my nature
Was set in motion in the beginning of time
Like wave that starts
Somewhere in the middle of the ocean
And I stand where it breaks over me
With the strength of 12,000 years