You Wanted to Look for Help, I Wanted to Sit and Wait to Be Rescued

There are reasons that I can’t stay
I counted them all myself
But I will always keep awake
Searching for how it felt
Because all I want is to find myself in anyone
And I wonder if it’ll ever come
As easy as us giving up
If this could stop
I don’t think I’d want it to
I built my life around watching everything you do
It still feels like you can hear me when I talk to you
You just don’t respond
And all I want is to find myself in anyone
And I wonder if you’re having fun
I wonder if you’re having fun
All I want is to find myself in anyone
And I wonder if you’re having fun
In that empty space where we used to talk