Love Engineer

I can’t tell if it’s raining outside
Or if that sound’s the air conditioning turned way up on high
It’s raining in my heart and that, I know
Cause I’m not with you
I can’t see the colors through the black and white
I can’t tell where my thoughts begin, these days, they all collide
Now, I can think too much and that, I know
Cause I’m not with you
My body hasn’t slept that much in four long days
Is it everything you are? Am I too far away?
I’m alive but I’m dying inside
Watching time, like my tears, run me dry
If there’s a love engineer
I could use a little steering tonight
I can’t point the moon out for the stars
But I can put my finger in this hole in my heart
I can’t tell you all the things that I want to
Cause I’m not with you
And my body hasn’t slept that much in four long days
Is it everything you are? Am I too far away?
Cause I’m alive but I’m dying inside
Watching time, like my tears, run me dry
If there’s a love engineer
I could use a little steering tonight
When I’m watching lovers, I try to laugh while I’m crying
I can’t tell my mother that I’ve lost so much pride trying
She’d say if I don’t know myself without you
I’m better off without you
And but my body hasn’t slept that much in four long days
Is it everything you are? Am I too far away?
Cause I’m alive but I’m dying inside
Watching time, like my tears, run me dry
If there’s a love engineer
I could use a little steering tonight