Altar Boy

is there something behind me
lookin' over your shoulder, read the punchline written on the wall
i stare straight, unfocused. now’s just not the time, i won’t break
i hate you when i’m bored
i need to stretch my legs, that yellow hand is ticking so slowly
what’s so hard about being clear?
why can’t i hear you? isn’t that what you wanted so desperately
you make me feel so slow, i can’t match your pace
tell me what i did, oh tell me
is there something looking over my shoulder
take a seat in my mental room, hey, ho, hey, ho
i hate you when i’m bored when i’m happy too long
and i know it’s gotta end
i wanna spit in your cup and serve it, you only deserve the best
i wanna stay your altar boy
what’s the purpose, what’s the damage
tell me what i did, oh tell me
it doesn’t get any better, i’m not on the same
i’m not on the same level as you
(i'm not anything like your point of view)