Fake Friends

I don’t hear what they say
I’m looking for paths and I’m finding my way
I care for the craft you can tell by my art they thought it would be smart if
they led me astray
But I’m still here why you looking away
Don’t be losing your focus
One slip had me down at my lowest
That could’ve been it no one noticed
But now I’m back they gon' say I’m the coldest
Man are all vultures, see when I’m down they wanna eat
I’m getting in the way of the crown I need a seat
And they better not say I’m a clown for wanting peace
Cause I’ll still pull up, spray rounds and watch them leak
Like, I ain’t ever felt this mad before
But I’m glad to war, knowing that it had to pour
All the rain was built up and I had a store
Till they broke the door handle for a score
But there’s no more stressing I’m making a good impression, I’m listening every
second cause I‘ve been in that position
I’m the one that’s checking they never see my perspective, by rapping I keep a
record that will show I’m on a mission
Now I can hook them with lines like a fish
Like just follow my book you may find what you wish
I’m far from a crook I survive and that’s it
So don’t give me that look when your right hand’s a snitch
They did me dirty, I can’t love anymore
They struck my last nerve, left my heart on the floor
I’ll depart when I’m sure that there’s nobody breathing
You broke me, nobody’s healing
I ain’t scared
I came prepared I’m on a mission
I got much too much self hate how can I show you what you’re missing?
I got style don’t doubt me
That’ll be the reason that I don’t look back when I’m winning
I don’t know about luck so my words flop
That’s why these girls won’t look, no BirdBox
I got a talent that nobody’s heard of
I’m invisible to everyone when it concerns love
I’m done with all the fussing, I’m running from all discussion, you must be
dumb or your bluffing, can’t trust nobody I love it, I hate myself I’m a muppet,
can’t even go out in public
I bet nobody noticed I ain’t cussing
They stare I know they’re judging, I tend to act like it’s nothing but really
I’m out here bugging, the weight is totally crushing, I pile it up,
put the plug in, I write about what I’m stuck in
And still nobody noticed I ain’t cussing
I’m done being tough, I’ll run if I must but if you ever did me wrong then be
one with the dust
The foundation is trust so if you’re telling me it’s long then try to adjust
I let my guard down
Let them live in my head now it’s our town
Anxiety made a rift and depression broke the bridge there’s no getting up when
I’m too far down
If they’re saying I’m dead then we know that it’s bogus
Cause I’ve got way more issues than vogue does
I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
But I can create all these raps for my folders
They can never have this, they love to lie and deceive like a catfish
Don’t try it with me I’m a savage I’ll kill all them rappers with nothing but
ad-libs
They did me dirty, I can’t love anymore
They struck my last nerve, left my heart on the floor
I’ll depart when I’m sure that there’s nobody breathing
You broke me, nobody’s healing