Why Do I Always Feel This Way

Sometimes living seems dull
Still I keep working
She’s troubling my mind
Am I ever the one?
Can you open your heart and leave her alone?
Would you be my love if I changed?
Was it all for her?
I wished it for me
Will I never learn
Why you’re not for me
Through the heaviest storms
I know I can carry
The weight of your world
If only you’d would let me
Can you lock up your heart?
Tell me I’ve won
Then you can be my love
I can’t wait
Was it all for her
I wished it for me
Will I never learn
Why you’re not for me
Was it all for her
And nothing for me
Will I never learn
Why you’re not with me
Why do I always feel this way?
Why do I never learn?
Why do I always feel like this?
Why can’t it ever work?
Was it all for her?
I wished it for me
Will I never learn
Why you’re not for me
Was it all for her?
And nothing for me
I don’t understand
Why you’re not with me
Was it all for her?
Then what about me?
I will never learn
I cannot compete
Why do I always feel this way?
Why do I never learn?
Why do I always feel like this?
Why can’t it ever work?
Was it all for her
Then what about me
I will never learn
I cannot compete