Fallout

I am the lost hope
I tried to never be
I am the drowning loss
You should’ve never seen
I am the last vein
To push the poison through
I am the fucking drain
Your efforts fell into
This is the fallout
Of believing in me
This is the promise
I failed to keep
This is the fallout
Of trusting in me
This is everything
I never wanted to be
I am the fear
You shouldn’t have to feel
I am rot inside
The hate that I’ve concealed
I am everyone
That ever broke you down
I am the fucking waste
I wish you hadn’t found
This is the fallout
Of believing in me
This is the promise
I failed to keep
This is the fallout
Of trusting in me
This is everything
I never wanted to be