Lost in the Feeling

Hope’s in the change
In a future that’s not the same
But what if I can’t believe
That I can grow out of feeling so damn lonely
I need pain
It’s the way I cope with never
Feeling anything
If i run away
From the antidote
Doesn’t mean i don’t wanna get better
When you look at me
Do you find the things
That are yelling out I’m lost in the feeling
So breathe me in
While I’m still here
I can be your everything
For a few minutes dear
Cuz I need it
Never felt so defeated
Haven’t slept I’m not eatin
And I’m just lost in the feeling
That it’s not getting better
That I’ll be like this forever
I’m just lost in the feeling
That it’s not getting better
Swing my arms in the darkest room
To fight truth
It’s not getting any better
It’s not getting any better
Cuz i’ve been running out of steam for this shit
Every dream I could dream is baseless
And is it wrong to want a life
That makes me feel less like i want to die
Cuz I need it
Never felt so defeated
Haven’t slept I’m not eatin
And I’m just lost in the feeling
If i run away
From the antidote
Doesn’t mean i don’t wanna get better
When you look at me
Do you find the things
That are yelling out I’m lost in the feeling
That it’s not getting better
That I’ll be like this forever
I’m just lost in the feeling
That it’s not getting better
Swing my arms in the darkest room
To fight truth
It’s not getting any better