Fall Apart

Is that what you think of me now?
So nervous, but oh so proud
I never get anywhere now
You tell me it will be fine
It just gets hard sometimes
I never believed you at all, all, all
I know
It won’t be long
'Til I fall apart
Here it will start
Things come to those who wait
I’m done waiting, it’s too late
Well maybe just one more day
I’ll stand up and look around
I hope I can make it out
Just show me the light, shine it now, now, now
I know
It won’t be long
'Til I fall apart
Here it will start
It’s all I have left to go
Hoping that something holds
I’m grasping at straws in the dark
Just take a walk, clear your head
Don’t leave, just stay instead
Just don’t leave me all on my own, alone, alone