Scum Like Me

Me…
All I wanted in my life was 2 be seen
It was all or nothing
Nothing inbetween
I had to proove myself
Stronger than my needs
In time
When I was giving up the fight 2 carry on
When all the happiness inside of me was gone
It didn磘 matter what I did cuz all was wrong
There磗 a part of me
Who just can磘 see
Why you believe in a scum like me
I care no more
Why can磘 u see
I磎 thinking of being loved
I feel
That I磛e been holding on 2 long to history
My mistakes have been the same repetitively
It磗 a feeling of mistake and misery
A voice
Always questioning everything I do
It磗 always there 2 make me feel a kinda? blue
Makes me feel that I am nothing but a fool
Instead
Of being proud of all the good
Things that I磛e gone
I take a step aside, I hit and run
Cuz I feel that I have fooled you all along
Cuz when you look under the surface
You will see
That what you think is big and strong
Is only me