Recovery

Lately I’m not who I’m supposed to be
Thoughts and words are acting differently
Where do you even begin when you’re too lost to see
The beginning or end?
I don’t want a cure to leave behind this part of me
I hide on a stage
Inside a dream
You don’t always do what you’re supposed to
But it’s what you do next that will define you
I just want to be free
Let it die, this old part of me
Bring your fury inside
Red turns to white, and leave all the lies behind
Alone we aren’t much
Just lost in a crowd
Alone we aren’t much
But together we’re loud