Devil's Dozen (XIII)

If I somehow might be wrong
You’re a failure as sure as i fail to be thy depiction
As if there actually would be something hearing all words
I ramble these words though I know it will not pay off
Anyhow, just like prayers are the misleads greatest curse
By the Devil’s dozen — existence must be cursed
By the Devil’s dozen — I hope evolution goes reversed
I know that I to some extent can see what’s above Daath but it
Repulses me, and I doubt that I know at all what’s the point of
It all as Kether wishes to hide behind that which shunes the
Light of illumination
Illumination…
When I in questions in drunken haze blur
And I fail to understand thine magick, O sir
I know that if there would be a devil as believed —
I surely would sell my soul without regret
But onfortunately every lie must die as I awake the true I
So you of good, and you of evil —
You’re but the symbols of how we fail
That there would be any kind of god must be the greatest
Ever told lie…
For the only god am I
By the Devil’s dozen — existence must be cursed
By the Devil’s dozen — I hope evolution goes reversed