What Will I Remember?

What will I remember?
What will I forget?
When this life is ended, and gone
What will I regret?
If tomorrow I don’t wake up
What happens?
My sunrise or sunset?
If I never were born, if I never died, would it even matter at all?
What should I decide?
I always imagined i’d mean something to someone
If I won’t, least I tried
When my body suffers
When to breathe is pain
Is it really madness to sing?
Think of breaking this chain
Is the future my- God knows I have a past
Wheres my second chapter?
Or will the first, also be my last?
Is my story over?
If i fall asleep?
Will anybody find me and will anybody weep?
I can’t even pretend I care
But songs I never sing
That means something
Yes
That means something