Monalisa

I know I’m quite a reserved person
And sometimes hard to read
So I made you a reservation
For my reading in a private library
A few pages are missing
I recall them mostly after
Intensive make out with a glass
That often causes liquid laughter
But laughter and crying are living pretty close
Two lovely neighbours who fancy overdose
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night
To find these pages I thought I’ve lost
Under my pillow, it’s like a look in the mirror
I don’t want the world to see my cry
Are we all born just to die?
I’ve been trying so hard to hide the fight
In my mind I always lose but the goal ain’t to survive
But to win, live and love
Instead of another drink I swallow the pride
'cause I found a girl who holds me tight
I can’t deny that feelings can be controlled but tears never lie
Boys don’t cry that’s what they say
They made my mind a secret hideaway
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night
To find these pages I thought I’ve lost
(my secret hideaway)
Under my pillow, it’s like a look in the mirror