Cold Showers

Layin' in your car when the lights go low
Dancin' in the dark with you on my shoulder
And I don’t even know what you came here for
All I know is I just want you closer
Yeah, but it’s all in my head
Yeah, I made a mess again
Yeah, I’m just the last one goin' out the door without you
I take cold showers to remember I’m not with you
I leave with someone else to act like I don’t miss you
I can’t pretend I won’t give in
I hate myself for givin' you the things I give you
When I know that it’s over
I’m startin' to hate how this all played out
'Cause you don’t understand that I am tryin'
Maybe I’m a mess and God knows how
I’d do anythin' to justify it
Yeah, but it’s all in my head
Yeah, I made a mess again
Yeah, I’m just the last one seein' you for what I should be
I take cold showers to remember I’m not with you
I leave with someone else to act like I don’t miss you
I can’t pretend I won’t give in
I hate myself for givin' you the things I give you
When I know that it’s over
I take cold showers to remember I’m not with you
I leave with someone else to act like I don’t miss you
I can’t pretend I won’t give in
I take cold showers, 'cause I’m not with you