Deserve This

Look at me
I swear that u refuse to talk about this thing
You’re holding up all the answers up inside your head
Say u think you’re better off
Yeah the water got to rough
Yeah u don’t love me enough
No, no
U said, I’m a mess and I’ve been hurting
I’m asking if it’s worth it
Just say u see the purpose, ah yeah
U said, I’m a wreck and I’ve been nervous
And I’ve been losing focus
Said u could be my person, ah yeah
You say colors run but I don’t see it
And I’m apologizing for no reason
Nothing ever comes out how I mean it
I don’t think I deserve this, ah yeah
Look at me
U swear that we’re not half of what we used to be
You’re letting all your reasons live inside your head
Yeah u think it’s heavy now
Yeah my love just weighs u down
Yeah you’re scared that u could drown
No, no
U said, I’m a mess and I’ve been hurting
I’m asking if it’s worth it
Just say u see the purpose, ah yeah
U said, I’m a wreck and I’ve been nervous
And I’ve been losing focus
Said u could be my person, ah yeah
You say colors run but I don’t see it
And I’m apologizing for no reason
Nothing ever comes out how I mean it
I don’t think I deserve this, ah yeah
I’m a mess and I’ve been hurting
I’m asking if it’s worth it
Just say u see the purpose ah yeah
I’m a wreck and I’ve been nervous
And I’ve been losing focus
Said u could be my person ah yeah