Running to Stay

I’ve been honest
Maybe too honest
I’ve lied just to be nice
I’ve been laughing
At all my weakness
I’ve cried once maybe twice
But I’m changing my friends
My friends and my mind
I’ve been hurt
And never knew why
I’m close but so far away
I’ve been lucky
Or so someone told me
I’m waiting for you just to say
That I’m changing my friends
My friends and my mind
I feel like I’ve been
On a white knuckle ride
And lost all my life on the way
But where was the right road
I never saw it
I feel like I’m running away
Just to stay
Running to stay
I’ve been looking
For more than excuses
I’ve dreamed
For maybe too long
I’ve been taking
When I should be giving
But I
I want respect from this song
So I’m changing my friends
My friends and my mind