Traveling Hard

Traveling hard
Too much away for someone at my age
Guess that I will fake it
Till I can’t make it anyway, so
Last time I cried
Was in the morning of the dreary hotel room
I wanted home
Fully convinced that I needed it with you
Skimming through the world map
To count the cities we made love in
How I forgot
To check relationship’s expiration date
Nothing to do
When us is ending but I don’t want it to
Guess that I’ll accept it
I should eat something, I’m not hungry
The blatant sign
That I am not, I’m not feeling very good
Now that I don’t
Know what is real and what is really not
I should change perspective
It’s not a crime to be this young, well
I didn’t shower
Another sign I’m not feeling very good
If I date men
Gotta accept I may be better than them
Lot of counteracting
No more neglecting me for their sake
I’m not defective
No need to be fixed, I just need to love myself
Now that I know
It isn’t real, your love is really not
I’ll keep my perspective
It’s not a crime to feel like trying
One oversight
It doesn’t mean I won’t take care of myself
Traveling hard
Too much away for someone at my age
Guess that I will fake it
Till I can’t make it anyway, so
Last time I cried
Was in the morning of the dreary hotel room