Endings are Beginnings

I tell myself
That i’m not who I’ve hated
And when I do
I’m like an old record playing back
I want to start
But it’s so hard to begin
Everybody’s racing
But nobody’s winning
Now I’ve tried to forget you
But you just are not leaving
And god I wish
That I could just
Be at peace with it
Cuz I’ve done my best
To believe that endings
Have something
To do with beginnings