I'll Be Fine

Pour one up, just drank, no ice
So fucked up, still see through lies
Try to do things right this time
Keep on drowning don’t know why
The leaves keep falling, it’s cold outside
The demons calling, but I’ll be fine
Just let me burn, it’s what I earned, it’s not for you to burden
But was this earned, or was I cursed? I don’t know if I deserve it
I know I’m not perfect
But for you my best I try
I know I’m not worth it
But for you my best I try
I don’t mess up on purpose
And sometimes I don’t know why
The leaves keep falling, it’s cold outside
The demons calling, but I’ll be fine
Without you I might spiral, lose my head, I think I need it
And I lose track of time, I need to find a place to breathe in
I’m drinking way too much, I need to find a way to heal it
I steer away from all the pain, I numb away the bleeding
The leaves keep falling, it’s cold outside
The demons calling, but I’ll be fine