The Funeral

Say your piece, say your fuckin' eulogies
Say something sweet, okay, lie through your teeth
I left the East, and I never met my niece
She turn nine next month, matter fact neither did he
Fix your tie, iron the creases
Tell your lies, as memories (Yeah)
I’m 'bout to cry, how was it only me?
Shakin' hands up front, I thought blood run deep? (Ooh)
Had to leave the deal to be my own man (Yeah)
Shit had me ill, I hope you understand (Yeah)
I’d rather drown alone by my fuckin' self
Than rot in hell, sittin' on your fuckin' shelf
Don’t misconstrue what I said for attitude
I just had to move, stand up on my own two
My thoughts were food, ain’t that shit kinda cruel?
You were like family, it’s a lose, lose
It’s the funeral
Nothing you could do, I thought you should know
I don’t feel a pulse, my heart two below
Flowers everywhere, ain’t it beautiful?
Ain’t it beautiful?
It’s the funeral
Nothing you could do, I thought you should know (Yeah)
I don’t feel a pulse, my heart two below (Yeah)
Flowers everywhere, ain’t it beautiful?
Ain’t it beautiful? (Oh)
I don’t why I bother, shit, I’ll never change
I’m an addict like my father just in different ways
Never did coke, 'cause I know I’d love that shit
I can’t sleep as is, up at night tryna make it big
I know what you think of me, trust, I hate me too
Scared my girl gone leave me if I don’t make it soon
I know she love me, but this rap shit leave its scars and wounds
Stuck in my own world lookin' at a different moon
Goddamn, fuck this shit
Stream of consciousness, this is all it is
Need it more than a hit, more than a sip
Been damaged as a kid, and this is the only fix (Uh)
You still sleepin', I’m still grievin'
I still barely break even, don’t get it twisted, I’m far from peakin'
I’m still breathin', I’m still schemin'
That little boy in his room dreamin', who risked it all for one reason
It’s the funeral
Nothing you could do, I thought you should know
I don’t feel a pulse, my heart two below
Flowers everywhere, ain’t it beautiful?
Ain’t it beautiful?
It’s the funeral
Nothing you could do, I thought you should know (Yeah)
I don’t feel a pulse, my heart two below (Yeah)
Flowers everywhere, ain’t it beautiful?
Ain’t it beautiful? (Oh)