Doubts

I fucking love how people keep supplying the beats
That shit’s inspiring me, fire igniting the dream
I got a list of written hits that I would like you to hear
Sometimes silence is key, but I can’t keep quiet for free
This mind is a beast I’ve been entitled to lead
But it keeps tugging the leash, I can’t keep guiding it’s fears
I got a million fucking thoughts that feel like dying with me
And I kind of agree, but I’ve also decided to feed
The hunger in my stomach been biting itself free
The wishes it envisions through the eyes of the wealthy
Is th feeling of imprisonment a sign of healthy
Or is it sinister blittlement inside this LP?
I’ve been dialing an unknown number shouting help me
But it’s reply has been as empty as the smile in a selfie
My approach has been stealthy, but these thoughts overwhelming
When is the time to tell me that this might be the ending
Doubts
Been trying to the pick the right stones to build me a road
But it’s looking crooked and I don’t even know where it goes
I got the breath of a dragon but I still sit in the cold
While the mad minded average out there chasing my gold