Eager to Grow

Every dream I ever had
I lost when I left there
Her picture displayed in my mind
Now an emptiness is there
Meaning exchanged for dispair
Withdrawn from feeling anything at all
I swore that i wouldn’t forget her smile
But time took that away
Well everything happens for a reason
This is all i’ve got to believe in
Once again it seems that no one is to blame
Waves crashin'
As the lake blackens
I lost the world that surrounded you