Minnesota

Cause after everything thing I been thru I cannot connect
And I hold it deep in my chest right here I need something stronger so I cannot
drink beer
My family told me I am not dear to them but its alright
Ill just bring the pain inside the studio all night
Im so high my tongue is missing when my jaws tight
I look out my bedroom windows and I see blue lights
They stick some voices in my head its like its head lice
Kush blunt put some ease in my back bone
Whenever im blowing trees it make my mind calm
I do not even care if they not feeling me I swear
Cause whre I grew up I was used to no lov
Im too trusting if u tell me that u coming imma wait for ya
Promise when im Mia ill try to stay safe for ya
And why they gave the same tainted broke brain to ya
Girl remember when u struggle I have faith in ya
Minnesota
Makes me cry now
Cause I know u won’t be home
Stuck with memories
Of our worst times
Cause that’s what I was taught to know
But I push on and I do it well
I had to do this shit I swear its in my cells
When Im on please do not ask me for no help
I remember when u tried to give me hell
Cause I remember everything I ever felt
I remember all my bruises and all my welts
So I celebrate for how I never knelt
Despite the pain inside my life I gotta win with this shit
Put my life on top the line because I live for this shit
U break down
And I walked out
Get the fuck out
It came from ur mouth