These Emotions

Some days I hit the pen just to take away the pain
Some days my mind is cloudy and my eyes are pouring rain
Sometimes I sit and wonder what if I
Had a job at a desk just to get by
So I wouldn’t have to worry bout when I was getting paid
All these thoughts
6 feet under
It’s no wonder they’re so dark
Time to resurrect my heart
I’m done withholding
Feelings unspoken
I won’t bury these emotions
Maybe the truth is
Silence ain’t golden
I won’t bury these emotions
Some nights I sit and think will I ever find the one
And if I did, would it last forever or would I fuck it up in a couple of months
Some nights I hit up every girl in my phone
Copy and paste I don’t want to be alone
I’m a lover in the moment
A regretter when I’m done
All these thoughts
6 feet under
It’s no wonder they’re so dark
Time to resurrect this heart
I’m done withholding
Feelings unspoken
I won’t bury these emotions
Maybe the truth is
Silence ain’t golden
I won’t bury these emotions
Skeletons in my closet
They keep knocking
Some nights I just wanna join them
Some days I avoid them
Right now, in my right mind
I’m sick of waiting for the right time
So, I’m gonna let em out
And let this broken little light of mine shine
But I’m done withholding
Feelings unspoken
I won’t bury these emotions
Maybe the truth is
Silence ain’t golden
I won’t bury these emotions
Maybe the truth is
Silence ain’t golden
I won’t bury these emotions
So, get a shovel on these bitches
Get a grave digger on these bitches
Give me one of them Tonka Trucks on these bitches