Square Dancing: What Is It? & What Can It Do for You?

This silence is deafening please just talk to me, open & honestly.
We sit mouths shut and bleeding, while we swallow every shard of truth.
We have to stop this fucking dumb routine and create nothing but good memories
Because the memories of these moments will soon be all that we have left.
You pull away When I mean what I say I can’t say what I mean I need to shut the
fuck up!
I don’t think things can get any worse!
You pull away When I need you to say something… Anything… I need to shut
the fuck up!
I don’t think things can get any worse!
That’s when I open my mouth. Too wide!
…and my heart falls out we watch it quiver on the kitchen floor
But now while I have your attention I should mention how much this means
I draw a blank. I’m fucking speechless, and I have so much more
I still need to say but every time I try to speak I trip over every word.
Tongue swells… Hands shake… Eyes wide… Heart aches…
This can’t be what they meant by 'love'
Feel Sick… Knees weak… Can’t breathe… Can’t speak…
This can’t be what they meant by 'love'
Why do I open my mouth?