New Year

Sitting here stressing at 2:30am
About how fast the year can go I wonder where it went
If we start all over again, would it really work
I know that you could be, could be, coming back to me Mesmorised, but of thoughts of fear
Traumatised, Im so scared to feel
Wanna stop thinking gotta get to sleep
Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet
Push the thought of you away
Do it today
Im older than my years
Drowing in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away, a year ago
At Christmas
You locked away your secrets
Kept them away from me I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see
You wanna start all over again, make it work this time
But I dont wanna end up feeling far away from fine
I memorised, what you said to me So surprised, it was hell to be So frustrated with the way we were
Not a single word could make it work
Now look at us today
We blew it away
Im older than my years
Drowing in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away, a year ago
At Christmas