Bloodlines

I want to hate you
I want to knife you
I want to kill you
You made me this
You ended me this way
I live in this house in the name of suffering
I am the darkness
I live in the river, but I can’t get myself clean
I’m as tainted as a bloody fucking broken bottle
You made me this. you ended me this way
I am dead. I am numb
And I walk in this world of the living
I am weary of this world. in my life
I fuck the hours of death
And I blindfold you. with the blackness of my breath
I want to hate you
I want to knife you
I want to keep you away from me
This is me
What you did to me
This is my life, this is what I do to you
This is you
I piss all over you
This is me, you cannot break me
I’ve already broken myself
I’ve already buried myself
I will destroy you
I’ll kill the beast in you
I am going to hate you
I am going to knife you
I am going to kill you
I hate you
Now I am this. now you’ve ended me this way
Now I am this. now you’ve ended me this way