Wasteland

I can see my breath, I can see my breath/
In the light of the dying embers I shiver in the night I am bereft/
And the wolves gather round me: White Fang/
Longing for the days of light rain/
Turned to snow; this no winter wonderland winter tundra land, go/
And even though you’re gone from me/
It’s clear to my heart you’re haunting me/
My goosebumps raise whenever you come around/
And the memories of you are like another dagger now/
Stop twisting. I don’t know if I can take this/
Tearstained
Pages in my joiners can’t fake this/
Knuckles are white but there’s nothing to hold/
Hard to let go when your fingers so cold/
(I was holding your heart)
O My (?)od, I feel like you dropped my heart in liquid nitrogen/
Lay me down on an anvil, sledge hammer in hand, send me to oblivion/
God isn’t here, He shuts out my prayer, and God is a bear/
Who’s ripping my heart in the dark and He targeting me with arrows of despair,
do you care?/ 2x
Feels like I’m livin in a wasteland/
Feels like I’ve been in a wasteland/
Get me out this wasteland/
Get me out here ASAP/ 2x
If shock lasted forever, that’d be fine by me/
As time goes on, the numb wears off, feeling tortured and quite weak/
Anybody ever hate being awake? Cuz every second’s excruciating?/
But you can’t take being asleep? Cuz what you lost fills up your dreams?/
Maybe the fact that you haven’t communicated, communicated everything I needed
to know/
And if a picture says a thousand words, I think silence says about a million
more/
I don’t know what I’m feeling right now, maybe it’ll just take time/
Speak for me cuz I speak to thee about as frequently as mimes/
Though he slay me I will follow/
Though he slay me I will follow/
Mercy new each morning so I’m hoping in tomorrow/ 2x