Knew The Plot

Lived with the fact, lived with the lies
Lived with the act, never wanted to abide
I wanted to be free, filled with so much pride
I always enjoyed the show, walkin' with a fucked up mind
Messin' with my brothers, I could never hide
Cause I trapped myself everytime, cause I was blind
Playin' with too much shit, and completely used up my time
I knew the plot, yet I chose to cross the lines
Woke up with bad intntions, I was out of control
Nothin' but a bad nigga, who only knew how to roll
If I went down for shit, I would bring them with m cause I was cold
When I look back, I’m like «Why he told»
He was nothin' but a coward, couldn’t even live with the consequences
I killed that nigga with one shot, he was never missed
Nothin' but a faded forgotten memory, just keeps me pissed
I may not have mixed personalities, but that side of me did exist
Lived with the fact, lived with the lies
Lived with the act, never wanted to abide
I wanted to be free, filled with so much pride
I always enjoyed the show, walkin' with a fucked up mind
Messin' with my brothers, I could never hide
Cause I trapped myself everytime, cause I was blind
Playin' with too much shit, and completely used up my time
I knew the plot, yet I chose to cross the lines
All I get is backlash, like the shit was the ocean, I was the debris
Yet I keep reachin' out my hand, even though its a waste of energy
It may not mean nothin' to ya’ll, but understand alot was done to me
I’ll get my shit organized, find my forever love, and move out with glee
I’ll never look back, gonna forget this, and create a new family
I’ll live with a clear conscious, cause I took full responsibility
I don’t like relyin' niggas, I don’t like niggas messin' with me
They want space, I’ll give it to them, cause they’ll never able to see
Lived with the fact, lived with the lies
Lived with the act, never wanted to abide
I wanted to be free, filled with so much pride
I always enjoyed the show, walkin' with a fucked up mind
Messin' with my brothers, I could never hide
Cause I trapped myself everytime, cause I was blind
Playin' with too much shit, and completely used up my time
I knew the plot, yet I chose to cross the lines