Wishful Thinkin'

The doubt is endless, its hard to decide
I dream who I want, my world is wide
Not tied down, I know the danger signs
I know the book, line by line
I spin the tale, usin' it as a guide
Did too much shit, said countless lies
Its only wishful thinkin, but I gotta try
I only realized, i just wanna raise the tide
Got me focused on the task at hand, that’s all I can do
Rebuildin' the cracked heart, to be able to set the mood
Lyin' about my decision, that’s all I ever do
Cuttin' off my emotions, so I can come out new
If I knew what I knew, Lucid shit, would b clearer
Nevr lettin myself down, cause I don’t give into the fear
I’m not with the less vibed tracks, got me coverin' my ears
Ballin' at my own speed, cause I’ll be writin' for many years
The doubt is endless, its hard to decide
I dream who I want, my world is wide
Not tied down, I know the danger signs
I know the book, line by line
I spin the tale, usin' it as a guide
Did too much shit, said countless lies
Its only wishful thinkin, but I gotta try
I only realized, i just wanna raise the tide
Writin' for many advanced Rappers, or for myself
I got what it takes, got this far without any help
Niggas with trash shit, niggas with melodic rhymes
Optimistic at the highest, I’m just gettin' in my prime
Imagin' rainin' diamonds, and pilin' up racks
Glistenin' chains, glistenin' diamond pateks
Stickin' to the flow, that’s where the fire is at
Givin' into the dream, and findin' out what’s next
The doubt is endless, its hard to decide
I dream who I want, my world is wide
Not tied down, I know the danger signs
I know the book, line by line
I spin the tale, usin' it as a guide
Did too much shit, said countless lies
Its only wishful thinkin, but I gotta try
I only realized, I just wanna raise the tide