Self Belief

Takin' the steps, to my everlastin' hell
Spreadin' the word, cause I have so much to tell
The architect of my pain, just buildin’up the walls
Holds me, and slowly tears me apart
Reconstructin' the foundation, and creatin' a better me
The past continues to hold me back, makin' it hard for me to see
Still tryna to stay positive, tryna boost my low self-esteem
So much potential thrives within' me, I gotta show more self belief
Trapped in the sytem, just constantly givin' in
Stoppin' at the point, where thos think it should end
Ignorin' them in evryway I can, cause there’s no way to mend
Mend the scars, mend the mind, mend from within'
Shatterin' my body, shatterin' the soul
Breakin' down very slowly, and losin' the hope
My asthma messes with me, makin' me think this is it
My life line is dyin', its sad, but its somethin' I have to admit
Keepin' it real, but slowly losin' my mind
Throwin' the wishes in the wishin' well, cause its time
Life changin' choices, got me frozen where I stand
Fadin' into the abyss, and no one will ever understand
Takin' the steps, to my everlastin' hell
Spreadin' the word, cause I have so much to tell
The architect of my pain, just buildin’up the walls
Holds me, and slowly tears me apart
Reconstructin' the foundation, and creatin' a better me
The past continues to hold me back, makin' it hard for me to see
Still tryna to stay positive, tryna boost my low self-esteem
So much potential thrives within' me, I gotta show more self belief
Tension with the light and the dark
Fightin' myself, cause I don’t like the feel of the heart
Addiction to the inhaler, cause I can’t always breathe
Workin' within' my own time, cause I know what I could be
Miss the lucid dreams, cause things aren’t clear anymore
Yearnin' to change the outcome, cause I want so much more
This isin’t the end of me, I’m gonna keep goin' until I can’t anymore
Starin' up at the sky, recreatin the key, and openin' the doors
Keepin' it real, but slowly losin' my mind
Throwin' the wishes in the wishin' well, cause its time
Life changin' choices, got me frozen where I stand
Fadin' into the abyss, and no one will ever understand
Takin' the steps, to my everlastin' hell
Spreadin' the word, cause I have so much to tell
The architect of my pain, just buildin’up the walls
Holds me, and slowly tears me apart
Reconstructin' the foundation, and creatin' a better me
The past continues to hold me back, makin' it hard for me to see
Still tryna to stay positive, tryna boost my low self-esteem
So much potential thrives within' me, I gotta show more self belief