eastern horizon

When it gets too dark
I pretend to close my eyes
Perhaps there’s peace in knowing
That it’s all in my mind
All this time
If I meet God come sunrise
I’d tell them my whole life
They’d listen so intently like they heard this for the first time
I know you now me better
Despite how much I lie
I’m sorry I lie
All this time
I am travelling by water
To the eastern horizon
Only making important stops on my way
Maybe by morning
I’ll be whre I need to go
By then I’m human enough to find out what veryone knows
That I don’t
Why am I the only one who doesn’t have it figured out yet
I’m the only one who doesn’t have it figured out yet
I’m doing the most to mask the fact that I am helpless
Sometimes I feel like everyone around me sees right through it
I’m doing the most to mask the fact that I am selfish
Sometimes I feel like everyone around me sees right through it