New Year, New Me Me Me

Am I special or is special human nature
Would I be special with psycho behaviors
Would I be special if I end it all
Would I be special with trophies on my wall
Give me one reason I shouldn’t be doing this
Give me one reason I should be losing this
War that I’m fighting with my own mind
Does that make me special or do we all do it all the time
Three bucks in my pocket learn a lesson from me
I got three bucks in my pocket don’t come messing with me
I’m wise behind my years
Grinning cheese up in my ears like ok, ok
Gangster’s in the eyes of the beholder
They said I won’t feel this when I’m older
But I can’t go on when this is over
Fate’s a mystery I wanna know her
Gangster’s in the eyes of the beholder
They said I won’t feel this when I’m older
But I can’t go on when this is over
The end’s a mystery I wanna know her
This time it’s not gonna be about someone else
It’s gonna be about me, it’s gonna be about me
This time it’s not gonna be about someone else
It’s gonna be about me, it’s gonna be about me
Me me me (x4)
It’s gonna be about
Me me me (x4)
Gangster’s in the eyes of the beholder
They said I won’t feel this when I’m older
But I can’t go on when this is over
Fate’s a mystery I wanna know her