Easy

I wish it was easy
But it’s not easy
Letting you go
I hate what you did
But I miss how you love
I got my vetements hoodie and my vans on
Looking like I ball, gotta play along
Looking like I might not make it home
I wish it was easy
And everything that we went through
Is leaving my mind
I don’t need to be with you
When I’m feeling alive…
Why you calling me though?
Why you calling me, don’t
Why you calling me, no, I’m not picking up the phone
I wish it was easy
I wish it was easy
It’s not easy in this empty house without you
I keep looking back at the feeling of being glad
When I found you
I read the note you left so I know
You do not regret letting go
At least that’s what you said
But I don’t believe you
And everything that we went through
Everything we did wrong
I got angels and demons
Swaying me but
I’m not calling you, no
I’m not calling you, no
I’m not calling you so why’d my hand reach for the…
I wish it was easy
I wish it was easy
I wish it was easy
I wish it was easy
I wish it was easy