all the things

Of all the things that I would like to someday tell you
It’s too heavy
My arms are full of holding someone else’s hands
To think that all I’ve found here down here in the hole that i have dug
Is the absence of colors and their counterparts
The only thought that I can think inside the darkness is how I miss you
But not enough to climb back up to the edge
And lose everything I lost while I was dreaming once again
So the years go by and you remain in a town I’ve never seen
I’m still in the same place with no footing or foundation i can fall to
When I falter oh how some things never change
Kept the ice around for bruises but it’s melting
Up somewhere out in the sun where I can’t remember and I can’t ignore
All the things that I have lost while I was dreaming