Disease

How to think or how to die, despair in my mind,
How to try to understand it, if my sanity i’m pretending
I’m here to forget you, only want to reject all,
Remove away all temptation, before you give me another deception
Anxiety and confusion, my vice, my delusion,
I can’t take this anymore, because i’m losing all control
You’ve become my disease, now i feel so incomplete,
Go away unhappy pleasure, let me rest in peace
What the hell have you done to me,
Parasite thoughts and memories,
Like an open wound that cannot heal,
You’re the nightmare scourging all daydreams
You’ve dammed the nights forever,
Now i’m scared to sleep to die,
Cause your poison had to touched me
And i’m swimming in the darkness,
All the lights are gone away from me you leave here only your garbage
I hope to find you in your hell, wait my vengeance harmful bitch