OFF THE BOAT

They never tossed me the rope
I got it off of the boat
I’m talking off of the coast
You the one talking the most
You wasn’t meant for the streets
The cycle is rinse and repeat
Do it and do it again
Working like nothing is cheap
I was only seven when my mama got depression
Really had to watch it happen in the worst way
Didn’t want a present I just want to see her presence, but she was just too
drunk to even make
It to my birthday
I was just a kid back then
Tryna get a grip on this shit back then
Tryna play it off like shit happens
That’s a real dark place I ain’t been back… Since
They never tossed me the rope
I got it off of the boat
I’m talking off of the coast
You the one talking the most
You wasn’t meant for the sea
The cycle is rinse and repeat
Do it and do it again
Working like nothing is cheap
Wide awake couldn’t sleep last night
Tryna figure out what I’m gonna eat last night
Wish I woke up from a dream last night
Tryna hide my emotions need a ski mask right
Fuck a hideaway I need to find a way before my final day
I need it right away not a right of way
Crashing down all around me dog it’s like tidal wave
I don’t know if I can keep going
You don’t want the type of life I’m living
I left everyone I love at home, pray to God I made the right decision
Pray to God I make it out alive
This ain’t nothing like your 9 to 5
Got a couple ppl that’ll ride or die
If I don’t make it back it’s a homicide