The Man.

Oh, I no longer recognize the one
Staring back in my reflection
Looking back like man what have I done
I don’t like the man that I’ve become
I don’t like the man that I’ve become
I don’t like the man that I’ve become
I don’t recognize the man I see in the mirror
But I know this reflection couldn’t be any clearer
I don’t like who I’ve become
I’m feeling empty as fuck
Finally I’ve had enough
Contemplating doing drugs
I’m frozen inside, I’m numb to it all, I’m pushing everyone away
I go to sleep hoping I don’t wake up cause I can’t face my self every day
Oh, I am not the same as I was before
Oh, I don’t know who I am anymore
Got me singing
Oh, I no longer recognize the one
Staring back in my reflection
Looking back like man what have I done
I don’t like the man that I’ve become
I don’t like the man that I’ve become
I don’t like the man that I’ve become
I’ve become my biggest enemy
Struggling with my identity
Trynna fix it with this Hennessy
You’re dead to me
Lately I don’t even know what to do
I feel like the monster in me just busted lose
Like the person in front of me is a substitute
If real recognize real then who the fuck are you
I’m about to take a ride with all of my demons and hold my foot down on the gas
If I gotta kill me just to kill you too then I hope to God that I crash
Oh, I am not the same, it’s all my fault
Oh, a bullet to the brain will end it all
Oh, I no longer recognize the one
Staring back in my reflection
Looking back like man what have I done
I don’t like the man that I’ve become
I don’t like the man that I’ve become
I don’t like the man that I’ve become
Broken and abused, I lie alone in the darkness
Lost the battle with love, left cold and heartless
Still I found something within me, now this pain I have conquered
Set free my inner strength, I have released the monster