NO ONE AROUND

I said I’d never lie to you
But it had been a while since I’d told the truth
I get it now
I’m only ever honest when you let me down
I’ve never been the type to settle down
You know this
But you had faith in me
When I was feeling hopeless
You’ve always been the highlight
Of my darkest moments
But I never should have needed you
I know this
I need to take care of myself
I gotta go now
I gotta learn to keep on living
On my own now
Always fucken afraid
That I’m destroying my brain
Take it step by step
Don’t wanna be in the way
I’m always running away
I used to dream of the light
Now I’d rather spend my life
Inside my room or out of sight
I remember when I held on really tight
And the only thing you’d say is
Everything would be all right
Look at me now
Some call me head the clouds
Faces lost in the crowds
Some leave cause I don’t answer questions
And now there’s no one around