Close To Nothing

Can’t count how many times that I’ve tried to forgive you.
Be the bigger man despite all that we’ve been through.
There’s something deep inside my mind telling me not to
because I’m better off now I’m better off without you.
Still exhausted from the first round I’m not ready to let you in.
It takes more than words for me to forgive it takes more to forget.
Your fucking sorries don’t mean anything
because your five years late and by now I’ve grown from it.
I don’t know where I’m headed but I know where I stand I can’t let you in.
You broke this home now you pay what you owe and as for me I’ll be just fine
all alone.
Sit back and watch it fall apart.
I can’t count how many times I’ve tried to forgive you
but you turned your back on me yet again.
Sit back and watch it fall apart.