Suicidal

It’s late again
I’m finishing up and going to bed
Completely drained
My body is like a plant before the rain
No life sparks left
Suicidal, I’m crawling near the edge
Nothing seems nice anymore
I’m so fucked up
So sorry for the world
Suicidal that’s what I am
I have no feelings left for life itself
My monotonous life will disappear
Bring down Jesus and let him slave me before my god
What have I done so wrong
I try to live my life the way I was taught
Come kick me hard
Kick me until I wake up
No life sparks left
Suicidal, I’m crawling near the edge
Nothing seems so right anymore
I’m so fucked up
So sorry for the world
Suicidal that’s what I am
Suicidal that’s what I am
I have no feelings left for life itself
My monotonous life will disappear
Bring down Jesus and let him slave me before my god
Suicidal that’s what I am
Suicidal that’s what I am
Suicidal that’s what I am
Suicidal that’s what I am