Learning to Lose

Give me one more minute
I thought I had it figured out
But now I’m all alone with no one left to blame but myself
And I was sure that this was it
One last chance to be redeemed
But all that hopes gone out the window now
And I don’t feel a thing
And I just want to be good
So much better than this, but I’m wearing thin
And I swore that I changed, but I know I never will
I’m the same old sin
Give me one more second and I’ll be honest for a change
I had everyone believing I’m not who I used to be
And I am sure that I am wrong, despite everything you say
You keep telling me I’m not, and I’ll keep pushing you away
And I just want to be good
So much better than this, but I’m wearing thin
And I swore that I changed, but I know I never will
I’m the same old sin
So take all your blame and put it somewhere else
'Cause I’m a failure on my own without anybody’s help
And when I finally reach the point where you don’t know me anymore
I’ll prove everybody wrong and pick my heart up off the floor
And I just want to be good
So much better than this, but I’m wearing thin
And I swore that I changed, but I know I never will
I’m the same old sin
So take all your blame and put it somewhere else
'Cause I’m a failure on my own without any of your help