Convenience

You find out who the strong ones are
When left alone in the night
Unaware 'til the light
Shines down and no one’s found
I thought you were there for me
Or was it just convenience?
I told myself if you’re worth it
I’ll try to make amends
So I kept you coming
To feed my selfishness
Your erratic actions
Are all I’ll ever miss
I couldn’t take the feeling of my skin
I’m holding onto it
I can feel it’s breaking down
And I wake up in the middle of the night
I cannot stop my eyes
Is there anyone listening
I’ve heard I’m unstable and have to let it go
All of the neighbors
Say you have to let it go!
You have to let it go!