I Choke

Change the water that I swim in
‘cause it’s too damn brown
I drown in this big pile of mud
And I can’t I can’t get around
I choke when I wanna breathe
I crawl when I wanna fly
I die when I wanna live
I live when I wanna die
Mankind fell in love with the universe
Got jealous and raped the whole world
I drown in this big pile of mud
And I can’t I can’t get around
I choke when I wanna breathe
I crawl when I wanna fly
I die when I wanna live
I live when I wanna die
I drink what I shouldn’t drink
I eat what I shouldn’t eat
I feel how I shouldn’t feel
I am where I shouldn’t be
I walk around like a prisoner with a ball an' chain
As I carry the world on my shoulders
It feeds my nightmares and steals my power
I fear what I shouldn’t fear
I read what I shouldn’t read
And I hear what I shouldn’t hear
I see what I shouldn’t see
I choke when I wanna breathe
I crawl when I wanna fly
I die when I wanna live
I live when I wanna die
I drink what I shouldn’t drink
I eat what I shouldn’t eat
I feel how I shouldn’t feel
I am where I shouldn’t be