Ecstasy

Every single night before I go to sleep
I make myself a promise I know I won’t keep
Keep myself together with unsteady hands
Promise not to leave you or ditch all my plans
Moments of ecstasy, are few and far between
Every single thing that I have ever seen
Don’t let the fire get cold
Live before you’re old
Then be free
I start to wonder how it used to be
Then my thoughts go and turn on me
Now it’s two a.m. and I sit alone
Just looking for something I can call my own
Moments of ecstasy, are few and far between
Every single thing that I have ever seen
Keep it in control
Learn to play the role
Then be free
That’s ecstasy