Encrypted

It’s starting to be clear
The drugs were not to blame
I cut myself today
But I didn’t feel a thing
It’s getting where I blame
Myself for her mistakes
Cause I hate the thought of
Someone else’s arms around her waist
Yeah
Then suddenly I face
A melted getaway
You will never change
Paranoia don’t show your face
Cause she’s not hiding anything from me
The sound of that vibration
Was never there at all
And what I seen on camera
I never seen it all
And I will never know
Cause she left it encrypted
So I smoke and hope I overdose tonight
I stare into the glass
The smoke is in control
My image just disgusted me
But she’s the reason why I’m cold
My mother never calls
I let my family down
I’m screaming out for help
(Gunshot)
Paranoia don’t show your face
Cause she’s not hiding anything from me
The sound of that vibration
Was never there at all
And what I seen on camera
I never seen it all
And I will never know
Cause she left it encrypted
So I smoke and hope I overdose tonight