Damaged

Silence in solitude
What have I made of myself?
What have I become?
I am ashamed, behind it all I am desperate
I am afraid in every step that I might take
I have finally seen this beast step into the light
And I am fully disgusted at the very sight
This is not who I am
I am so much greater
This is not who I am
I am so much more
I am just a broken down man
Hoping to fix what I have ruined, the people I love and the love I killed
I see this bridge in the distance
That very first step might very well be the hardest thing in my life…
And I have to live like this every single day
I have to live with the same face
I have to hear the same name
I have yet to come to terms
I am damaged
I have to live like this, broken, and desperate
Behind it all I have yet to come to terms
I am just a broken down man
Hoping to fix what I have ruined, the people I love and the love I killed
I am better than this