Cheapness

I have never broken through this wall before
I swear I’ve spent my whole life just behind the door
And though you may not see me yet for what I am
I promise that these words will land
These words will land
'Cause there’s one thing that I know
We were meant to never let this go
And as the last one leaves
I’ll be holding these chords 'til they bleed
'Cause I have spoken and been beaten in defeat
I let these motherfuckers get the best of me
I thought this person that I wanted to be could never be
All I needed was someone to save me, please
But they never came
Instead the city poured down rain
The world doesn’t give a damn
But now I find that comforting
We’ll dance while the rest of them sleep
Yeah!
If it’s the last thing that I do these words will come out
I never thought they were worth something but I do now
If they’ve expected nothing good from you your whole life
I hope you expect something from yourself tonight